Have you wondered why vehicles (cars, trucks, etc) have large windscreens/windshields in front and a small mirror to see the back? A driver must spend more time looking where he or she is going, not looking back. Looking back or behind will cause accidents.
Not that I have already attained, or am already perfected; but I press on, that I may lay hold of that for which Christ Jesus has also laid hold of me. Brethren, I do not count myself to have apprehended; but one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead, I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus. Therefore let us, as many as are mature, have this mind; and if in anything you think otherwise, God will reveal even this to you. (Philippians 3:12-15 NKJV)
New year is an opportunity to let go of the past without apology or much explanation to people. Please take advantage of this and focus on your purpose in Christ. God has great things for us all, which are waiting for us. I call them Grace Essentials for Marketplace (GEM) success. Happy New Year. You are blessed